ano toki umareta no
あのとき生まれたの
I'll softly give you my thoughts
watashi no omoi sotto ageru
私の想いそっとあげる
That were born at that moment
shinjite ite
信じていて
Please believe in them
deatta hi kara
出逢った日から
Since the day when we met
hajimete no kimochi megutteru
初めての気持ち巡ってる
For the first time, I have these feelings, and they go around
honto no egao hoshii nante
ホントの笑顔ほしいなんて
I want your true smile
anata ga oshiete kureta sorao
あなたが教えてくれた空を
I embrace the sky
dakishimete yume o miru
抱きしめて夢をみる
That you told me about and dream
tooi keredo・・・
遠いけれど・・・
It's faraway, but...
atatakai hikari no kakera
あたたかい光のかけら
The fragments of warm light
kizutsuita hane ni inochi o kureta no
傷ついた羽根に命をくれたの
Gave life to my wounded wings
fureta toki umareta
触れたとき生まれた
Born at the moment when we touched
tsuyoi watashi no soba ni
強い私のそばに
Next to me, who is strong
mamoraretai watashi ga nemutte ita no
守られたいわたしが眠っていたの
The me who wants to be protected was asleep
sou unmei kaerareru ne
そう運命変えられるね
That's right, destiny can be changed
futari no koi mezamesasete・・・
ふたりの恋目覚めさせて・・・
Let our love awaken...
After having seen the world outside, have your impressions of this place changed?
Yes.
However, I must simply live here for the rest of my life, just as my mother did.
I must forget the outside world.
Forgive my thoughtlessness.
Don't say that, I'm thankful to you.
I am Kuhouin Murasaki.
I have returned...
Eleventh Episode 「I Think」
to the Inner Sanctuary.
I told you.
It says there's traffic congestion due to an accident.
So we can't avoid the place where the accident was?
Forget it.
A person without a driver's license wouldn't understand.
I want a bike license, though.
Why don't you get one, then?
How is it?
There's traffic congestion for 30 kilometers.
We won't be able to move until they clean up the accident.
How do you know it's 30 kilometers?
A kind old man measured it.
That's amazing.
I guess it's worthy of being a toll service.
Yeah.
Well, until the cleanup is done, there's no way we'll be able to go.
I'm just worried about getting sick.
Kind of like you want to vomit?
Yeah, kind of.
Stuff your face in a plastic bag!
I'll die.
If you vomit in the car, I'll kill you.
Does it accumulate more in your hometown, Kazuko?
It was normal for it to accumulate over two meters.
That must've been tough.
It happens every year,
so I just think to myself, it'll pile up again this year.
Is that how it is?
You wouldn't be able to live if you didn't think like that.
I see.
However, there was also freedom there.
Even more than now?
Perhaps.
But it's not like I hate it here.
It might be a bit strict,
but there are also wonderful things that you can only do here.
I see...
You can see that western-style building, right?
The Inner Sanctuary is much further back, inside one of the Japanese-style houses.
So the household is that big...
You can still turn back now.
I'm going.
It's more of an amazing place than I imagined, but I'll be fine.
Yayoi and I...
We might not have the time to protect you.
I'd do it even if I was alone.
Let's go now.
I want to take Murasaki out of there right away.
So we can get in from here?
There's no other way to get in.
Benika-sama.
What?
There are traces of someone having used the boat
after we took Murasaki-san out.
Ah, that was me.
By yourself?
Well, yeah.
I had some business before.
Will we be okay this time too, then?
Who knows?
They totally found us!
That's why I wasn't in a confident pose.
What should we do?
We can't go through the front now that we've been found.
That's true, but...
This place is big, meaning that it'll be hard to find us too.
It's freezing.
Murasaki probably still longs for the outside world.
Saying that is...
I am different from my father.
Being born as a Kuhouin woman, there is a role that she must fulfill.
I can't understand why he would question that now.
I will be supporting the Kuhouins from now on, and not my father.
Well said.
I am happy to have a grandchild like you, Ryuuji.
But we're up against Juuzawa Benika.
Where is Lin?
She went out, taking her subordinates with her.
If she had waited in the Inner Sanctuary, they would have simply come to her.
That might be true.
Doesn't she even think that she'll be exhausted, fighting in the cold?
If she is able to take care of them before that happens, I'm sure they'll leave.
It's Benika.
She's dangerous.
Benika? The woman that once worked here?
This happened when I was 12 and was about to be kidnapped in a hotel.
The culprit was injured so badly that one would almost feel pity for him.
He probably would've been happier if she had killed him instead.
She's just abnormal.
Lin will not lose.
I hope so.
I will go face them too.
Will the lack of fear that comes from naiveté
serve as an incentive and save that person?
It's her.
Yayoi-san.
I thought you wouldn't come.
You're not quite up to par as an opponent, though.
Oh, is that so?
You just don't learn.
I'm not used to fighting in cramped places.
Then the conditions are good today, aren't they?
Yes, the perfect place to defeat you.
It'll be a waste of a good woman.
You're right.
Benika...
Lin! Benika is heading towards the Inner Sanctuary!
I'll take care of this one first!
It's the same. The same movements.
What is?!
Benika fights like this, doesn't she?
Are you trying to be like Murasaki?
As your wife, I won't be punished for doing this once in a while.
Father!
Benika has brought her pupils.
I've heard.
I don't want any more trouble.
I understand, that's why I'm taking action.
Is that so?
Quite admirable.
Father, I am not as kind as you are,
but I do believe I am just.
Very well.
What is this?
It's mine.
Yes, it's good.
It's good, mother.
Thank you.
It's good.
It's really good.
You actually call me "mother."
I did not give birth to you, but you are my child.
Yes.
You are the one who raised me,
the one who treasured me.
Murasaki will come to think like that too.
Do you think so?
She is probably just scared about being a woman and having to be put in the Inner Sanctuary.
I'm not so sure.
I didn't think the Inner Sanctuary was like that either.
It probably would be scary for a seven-year old like her.
That's right. You'd think so too, right?
Hey, Ryuuji-san, don't you think it'd be a good idea to make that place more lovely?
If it becomes a fun place, her ideas of wanting to go outside will disappear.
Perhaps.
That may be a good idea.
The woman you'll marry must be happy.
Probably.
I believe so too.
How splendid you are.
Please wait for me in a warm room, mother.
I'm back.
Please leave, Benika-sama.
Why?
You've failed.
If I had known it would come to this, I would have never let Murasaki-sama see the outside world.
Where's Murasaki?
She greatly regrets her life outside.
I know a bit of what was wrong.
But, I believe that she can have much more fun from now on.
That's what is unnecessary!
Why?
The outside world has nothing to do with Kuhouin women.
I came here because that kind of thinking is ridiculous.
An ill-mannered person like you wouldn't understand
the beauty, purity, and greatness of being born into this family.
I don't know, and I don't even want to know.
You don't even try to understand how much Murasaki-sama is suffering.
That's why I came to save her!
Silence, trash!
What would a filthy man like you know?
How would I know?
I won't question what you've done with Murasaki-sama.
Benika-sama.
Please leave this place, so that at the very least she won't have any lingering affections.
If you won't open it, then I'll go myself.
Are you saying you must pass?
You can't trust me?
I cannot.
Liar.
You can't go beyond here!
Please move.
Please take this chance to run!
Someone as young as you is no match for them!
You'll die!
I won't.
You can only say that because you don't know what lies inside.
I'd still go, even if I knew.
I promised to protect Murasaki.
Protect?
Yes.
Shinkurou!
Murasaki!
This man doesn't learn.
Could you give up already?
Forgive me, Ryuuji-sama, but this is Souju-sama's final will.
I don't know about that.
It's the words your mother left behind.
Why would you go along with the nonsense of a woman who died holding on to a Hina doll?
A boy raised in this house wouldn't understand.
I want to avoid fighting you.
So, shall we talk?
No need.
Murasaki doesn't want to be here. She wants to go outside!
Isn't that right, Murasaki?
Murasaki, let's go back to Samidare.
Tamaki-san and Yamie-san-
Shinkurou-dono.
I am a Kuhouin woman.
After having entered the Inner Sanctuary, I can no longer go outside.
Murasaki...
Kurenai Shinkurou-dono.
Please leave.
What are you saying, Murasaki?
Please leave.
Murasaki...
Who are you?
Where's Benika?
Are you not with the Kuhouins?
I don't care about the Kuhouins and the Inner Sanctuary.
A strong-looking woman went in, right?
That's what's most important.
A servant like you cannot lay a foot in the Inner Sanctu-
I'm fine with being a servant.
I only came here to fight.
You're just being made to say that, right?
It's all right now.
Shinkurou!
You!
Where's Yayoi-san?
I don't need to answer you.
Your fates are already decided.
Where's Yayoi-san?!
You're getting annoying!
I'll beat you!
You taught me how to fight.
Did you already forget?
Where's the kid who always cried?
I'm grateful for how strict you were...
Master.
You...
I got her!
So what?!
Murasaki!
No!
Run!
Benika!
Where's Murasaki?
Where's Murasaki?!
Just run!
I do not wish to go outside.
Please let them-
Let them run?
Please have them give up.
I know.
I am not scared.
I have already accepted this fate.
Then all is well.
Once you become an adult and accept me,
I won't do anything rough.
It's freezing.
Benika-san.
What?
Did you know that person in the kimono?
She was a maid since Murasaki's mother's time.
We were able to take Murasaki outside thanks to her.
I see.
For her sake, we can't let her death be in vain.
Do you think Yayoi-san is okay?
I hope she's alive.
Yeah...
Shinkurou.
Yes?
Depending on Yayoi's condition, we may have to give up.
I can't leave my subordinates to die.
This place certainly is dark.
I will go search for those two.
Lin.
Kill them within our property.
Isn't that why I'm here?
I don't know why she's living so happily,
but she's reliable.
I'd like it if you didn't stain the floor with your tears.
Shinkurou, go back to the car and turn on the engine.
The key is still in the ignition.
It'll turn on if you turn it.
What about you?
I'll go back to the car after saving Yayoi.
By yourself?
I'll be fine with that many.
Okay.
I'll see you later, then.
Yes.
Shinkurou.
Shinkurou...
He can't be...
sonna ni asette sa nani mo kamo shiritai to omowanaide
そんなに焦ってさ何もかも知りたいと思わないで
Rushing so much, don't think that you want to know everything.
kimi dake no RIZUMU de tokiakashite ikeba ii
君だけのリズムで解き明かしていけばいい
Just figure it out in your own rhythm.
demo ne chotto dake isoide sagashita houga ii kamo ne
でもねちょっとだけ急いで探した方がいいかもね
But it's probably better to rush and search just a little.
sunadokei to isshou ni SARASARA ochite yuku genjitsu to
砂時計と一緒にサラサラ落ちてゆく現実と
Along with the reality that gently falls with the hourglass.
futte kuru mirai kasanaru shunkan ichido daketo
降ってくる未来重なる瞬間一度だけと
The moment the raining future overlaps occurs only once.
sou kizuita
そう気付いた
I realized that.
hatenaku toumei na jiyuu ni iro o tsukete ikou It's my way
果てなく透明な自由に色をつけていこう It's my way
Let's color the endlessly transparent freedom: it's my way.
kousa suru IMEEJI kanji nagara sa
交差するイメージ感じながらさ
As we feel the crossing image.
kimi no yuku michi no kiseki ni sotto yorisoinagara we can take
君の行く道の軌跡にそっと寄り添いながら we can take
As we quietly snuggle up to the miracle on your path: we can take
betsubetsu no RAIN tadotte iku yo
別々のラインたどっていくよ
Tracing separate lines.
Crossing days.
I forget something that I want
try to get something important
I forgot something that I want
try to get something important
Next on kurenai:
I Am.